I want to make a purchase... (to cope (with what? idk))

so dissociated I forgot it was Friday and didn't watch smackdown??? oh I'm gone bro I'm gone

listening to zither music, smoking with my friends by the river while one fishes is my new favorite memory

omg me (the contintental) asked something the analytic is stumped by?

the weird cramps before I get my period trick me sometimes, but the real deal steals a part of my soul every time...

rip my purple pen... ill miss u bro, you were a real note taker

New skrillex stuff soon? Then he'll be indepedent? Never kill yourself

the habit of changing in the bathroom because you used to share a bedroom comes out sometime

before I was getting comfortable and therefore uglier... now I'm getting ill and compounding that ugliness... I will be alone soon...

Too anxious/unable to talk with the best mentors and the others can't help or won't give the right style of help so I will become nothing

im too comfortable... im getting ugly...

how can it be that all of my papers have two separate but almost linked aims i can never actually tie together... when will i learn

when you think your nose contour is bordering on ridiculous but your friend is surprised your nose leaves makeup marks on your cup

holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck

it just feels like im starting to enjoy life... i dont have the capacity to do more but i dont want to be selfish :((

I just want my friends to be okay

waaaaa waaa waaaa i want attention waaa waaaa waa i want to be beat up waaa waaaaa

when the hot topic extra small skirt is loose... feeling skinnyyy

so drunk life is worth living

at the function, feeling like i need to be shot and killed