get insanely obsessed with creating a phenomenology of dying like some doomed explorer trying to find comfort through the fountain of youth

oh my god minor mistake i didnt catch save me im so screwed lmao (it's not funny but im sure its fine)

Hiccups... three times... for 10+ minutes each time??? It's all the evil in my soul...

oh to have autonomy and goals and to be confident in anything :(

oh i am already going to burn out and it has been one day...

born to eat cheese balls forced to be normal and just go to sleep soon without overindulging on snacks

I need to get out of here where I can be more, but I'll never be more actually i can just fake it and focus it better

this lime bubly tastes like water from the fountain of youth i love the consequences of my actions

professor let me lock up and told me not to stay too late 🥲

first PhD application officially completed

trauma dumping at the cafe lmao

sharing a cigarette in the car talking about co-authoring a paper after working in cafes all afternoon...

So fucking cold in here I'm shaking how do I get the FUCKIMG HEAT ON

got too vulnerable and scared the hoes (or the hoes are overworked and burnt out too and don't have the capacity for me rn)

once again thinking about selling pictures of my ass on the internet...

How am I supposed to be cunty when it is 20 degrees out and snowing oh man will i freeze or will I look less cute :((

gonna air fry plant based nuggets and maybe texas toast and watch northernlion mario party after working on phd app materials.. thanksgiving

the smudged fingerprints on my phone being classical chinese characters instead of my password is so cuteeee

I want to make a purchase... (to cope (with what? idk))

so dissociated I forgot it was Friday and didn't watch smackdown??? oh I'm gone bro I'm gone