love reading poetry and thinking of my loved one. thats life, baby

herculean effort to even get out of bed with both of my bleeds. really quite upset about it. oh well. devours jayvik fanfic

so proud of him too for his upcoming plans. we've got this <3

makes my heart warm and glow-y when he said he wouldnt miss my thesis defence for the world. big kitty hugs

talked to my big brother all is good in the world again. cheesy smile and peace sign

have come to the realization so much of my personal library is incredibly sad or triggering. what the hell kind of literature have i accrued

had TWO slices of delicious strawberry and cream cake today though. and yummy pizza

ugh. joint bleeds are so disruptive. still in a lot of pain

i love sending him pictures of fluffy kittens like LOOK. its US. soooo true. i am indeed a poofball kitty

genuinely crazy how talking to one (1) person pulls me entirely out of my insane spiral. thank god for diaries and big brothers

bro the LADS valentines day event is fuckign crazy. loving the alternate universe lore to MC and the boys relationships though woof

soaking in that summer sunshine. soon...

he's proud of me and happy for me and I'M proud of and happy for me. go kitty

talked to my big brother peaceful happy flourishing. mood is through the roof

fellowship AND a stipend. babygirl i'm winning at this actually, i think

i got a fellowship lets GO

woke up at eight am and i wanna go to bed at. five pm. girl help

(drinking rootbeer) (thinks of my older brother) yay :)

feels like i ate cement

it won't come as a surprise to anyone. it was only ever really a matter of when, not if