mother fuck of shit i lost the files i had for my avomatcha shrine so I have to start all over with writing down the lore

Okay I need to get my shit together and edit sites but.... Zines

FFFFUCK YOU CLOUDFLARE. All my art that's on my sites is hosted on Filegarden. Thankfully it seems FG is trying to move hosts

okay i'm home from work today so i'm gonna maybe work on my oc page... god a friend of mine drew like 70 doodles of one of my ocs

home early because i got the fluuuuuuu - maybe i'll update something today

died again because i got busy with art + too workbrained, and then my mental health tanked for the 500th time

i'll eventually finish my avomatcha shrine... and i need to move everything from catbox to filegarden because Fuck

sorry this took years me to finally want to work on, but I wanna make a page that's sort of an art blog

I moved the status box to the top of the page because I'm dumb and made it so you had to scroll down for a status update

another test sowwy aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

character limit test Roll over and sun my belly catty ipsum but scratch me now! stop scratching me! or murr i hate humans they are so annoyi

enough being sad - i'm making something extra cool

had two ptsd attacks that each lasted a day this month so that's Fun

why the fuck am i on the front page

"ESME WHERE IS YOUR GUESTBOOK" I'm not really comfortable having on my personal site atm due very personal reason

thinking of mayyyyyybe moving my sites to Nekoweb?

"ESME WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN???" uuuuu depressed and unmotivated because of person things... I plan on starting to use my site again

I'M HOME FROM MONTREAL AND I MISS IT ALREADY

Sorry I've been away! I promise to do Something in the future. Also I'm getting a full-time job next month, hurrah, making my own monies

i had a dream last night where i picked up an elmo plushie and it said "YOUR EXISTENCE IS FUCKING AWFUL"