an inability to tell if the tears in your eyes are because you're floating through life like a ghost or so grateful that things are peaceful

when your needs are "met" yet you long for supererogatory reciprocity in ways shaped by talent and time so you can't expect it ever

how to not feel meaningless and that wasting time isnt a waste if u have fun sometimes but u could be having more fun w less stress grrr

if someone called me morningstar or little light as a pet name...

whats it means when youre not worried about dying but about the pain/fear that could happen before it? in my heideggerian authenticity era?

you can do the altruism and I can do the fashion! *high five*

Got not only lipstick stains on my Starbies cup, but also nose contour lines... incredible.

Bowing and saying, "It's my pleasure" after someone says, "I'm sorry you didn't get to do anything"

changed the lights in my keyboard and mouse to be blue with a light yellow star effect overtop :)

got double my cookie order bc i had to wait a bit while they made something... that person is so nice i will be going back all the time

how to not get so trapped within the theater of the mind that the real world becomes intensely cringe and unfun?

roommate told me she did her eyeliner inspired by mine since it looks good I'm gonna cry

my art account is so washed what do u mean I lose my moots when I post in small bursts barely once a year

Got a caffeinated sparkling water my "let's get on thing straight, I'm not" cup... I'm ready for the day.

I am successful in my endeavors and I take pride in the lessons learned <3

freaking out about your freaking out bc you know you'll make more mistakes by freaking out so now you can't stop ^u^

feel sooo anxious just turned in my first big-ish grad school open-ended assignment the more I read it the more I hated it, but it's in so

i want someone to talk to but im being an absolute nightmare i want comfort but no one can give it to me, whatever i have i dont want

Teary-eyed at the thought of someone's utter kindness and ability to make you feel welcomed and valued

empty utter nothingness and not in a comforting way. perhaps the good feelings are the illusion