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mfs spend all day procrastinating to bang out 6 pages in an hour and a half bruhhhh
mfs be like "good job" but I'm returned back to my body so self conscious I cannot stand myself
Mfs be like "and it's cool" when discussing serious academic ideas. I need to pick a new word. Not contradictory perhaps...
thinking happy thoughts ^u^
even the self-productive days feel bad... i cant wait for my hormones to even this out (yes i will blame that so i dont have to do anything)
Tired of micromanaging the windows and fans in my apartment bc I have no control over the radiators. This is real life not sims city wtf!
imagine thinking anything is a task worth celebrating and not just absent shuffling so you can not be useless but you'll end up there anyway
the seasons have officially changed I got a nosebleed
wasting my time wasting my life :( i will make a list of things i can do that will alleviate this......
I am reverting to old ways. Does that make change an illusion or me weak-willed? Does that matter if I let time pass me by?
I love feeling insufferable and incapable but I'd feel worse if I didn't get clarity?
how does one be nice and kind but not weird and annoying about it? like "i wanna do my fair share but like if ur cool im cool whatever"?
Ya Im cute but I havent inspired "ever since we met, I only shoot up with ur perfume. Its the only thing that makes me feel as good as u do"
you ever wonder if things directed at you will never feel the way you imagine they do when directed at others?
described myself as "destined for bed" I think it may be true no matter how you take it
oh god ive done it ive said the "i dont care and ill go work at mcdonalds" this is the end im doomed im crying
staring longingly into the eyes of my self portraits wishing i could be static and beautiful like that
watching squirrels scavenge for food in the fallen leaves is curing me I think
What do u mean I have to do real research for a research paper let me ride off the stuff I already know I dont want to learn I want to coast