love how i have to pathetically crawl on my hands and knees and BEG for help from people who see me as lesser scum

looking back at my wretched day i realize the disability attorney who i spoke to today was actually being incredibly ABLEIST towards me...

im fighting so hard and the battle has been pointless from the start. i persevered against my better judgment. maybe it's time to give up...

for the longest time i just wanted to die and i feel like the moment in my adulthood i decided i wanted to live the world turned against me

i have to support myself and my gf pushing my body to its absolute limit working part time while disabled but cant get disability... kms...

well that was the second law firm i reached out to but maybe third time's the charm ;;_______;;

lol prolific attorney rejected my disability case hahaha i wanna kms!!!

MY BOSS HIRED ANOTHER TRANSGENENDERED yay i hate being the only one lol

gf brought home 7-11 pizza

blehhhhhh disability paperwork got me sweaty and trembly and making my tummy hurtyyyyyy TToTT

what if hank hill was a girl?

might be a little silly and buy splat3 w my next paycheck (hard cos i feel guilty spending $ on myself for frivolous things these days....)

sometimes gender euphoria is as simple as completely stonewalling anyone who calls me "ma'am" or anything adjacent out on the street

i want to make silly art 🌀w🌀

every time I put on orville peck at work my boss says the music is bumming her out and changes it hhfsjhsjdkjfd lmaooooo

coding w a migraine lol