creeping feeling that i'm constantly chasing some vision of "cool" that will never be within my grasp

feels like it isn't fun to be on the internet anymore these days

happy wolf moon to my fellow lovers and losers

i just have to lock in

uh oh i'm feeling unhealthy

objectively i am "writing" "poetry"

nothing looks right from up close

strange 2 spend so many days off of my laptop

shame spiral over a late credit card payment that is way higher than u thought it would be? it's more likely that u think

one more semester done with!! just one more and i'm done 4eva

feeling weird

sending risky messages and throwing laptop across room, u kno how it is

personally i think if my former roommate is making a playlist about how much they hate me the songs on it should be at least like good

being the first in a room means fearing i've slid into an alternate dimension where i don't exist. and then someone else comes in

the stock market wants me to k*ll m*s*lf

finally moved into a new apt & away from the roommate that mistreated my cat. good messes ahead

falling asleep to the sweet tapping of rain. three sleeps until keys to my new apt <3

absolutely busted my knee at the punk show last night and now it hurts to, like, bend

in a past life my thunderstorm sinus headaches would have the townspeople calling me an oracle

can't believe macy's wants me to k*ll m*self