Depression won the fight today - but not the war though, dw. The fire inside of me has to last another 40 years. there is no choice.

From the neurodiversity that brought you 'I'm hyperfixating, what's self care?': Fuck, it's 1am and I forgot to drink water today

My back patch arrived! And so did dye. Tonight I'm dyeing, tomorrow fun stuff.

Dye and patches are in the mail, to be picked up tomorrow!! But first, there's a job interview I have to survive.. ;_;

Weathering the inconvenience of corporeality.

In my trauma realization era lmao

Tattoo deferred again, working out for new year was timely-ideal but unlikely anyhow. Ah well. Here's hoping the new year's an alright one.

patch haul patch haul patch haul PATCH HAUL

In the ear of my memory, I hear my mom's screams of rage and despair. I, too, rage and despair. Is this the difficult part of immolation?

Absolute panic spiral after someone randomly messaged me "thanks for the update"

"Victor Frankenstein was the original 'move fast and break things' POS tech bro" was not the hot take I expected today but I am here for it

avoidant a void

I'm not one for slut shaming, but I'll make an exception for my dad

Today was neat, actually- Record store was playing a favourite album. Hitchhiker's Guide was on at the weed shop, and my total was $42. Heh.

Home. Washed November off of me and got mauled by my cat. Now it's time to get REALLY hungry and binge watch some silly shit

Shoutout to the unknown person at my dad's funeral who hissed a hasty "shit!" when their phone rang in the middle of communion prayers lmao

Halfway between home and not, relieved to put the worst of woes behind. Who knew I'd come out of it a brand new bastard. New tat tomorrow?

Spent the day with some of my favourite folx. Funny to think all our dads suck, but at least for the day none of us had to think about them.

If I'd known while my dad was alive just now much I needed to fight him, I would've beat his ass to hell and back

Thank you for the birthday wishes, friends