chronic pain absolutely obliterating me tonight. can't sleep

being so so so brave actually. the mortifying ordeal of being vulnerable with those who you care deeply for and their thoughts of you

listening to glass animals 'show pony' and giving myself brainworms

getting into blackout poetry again

everytime i write by hand i write so much more so much faster than i think im capable of. and it makes me terminally sleepy

annoying as hell when your earbuds die mid writing session. rude. it’s far too late to blast music on loop so for now it’s just silence

feeling very poorly. but listening to a cover of too sweet and drinking ice water, and that's lovely

rainy and wet, melted all the snow away. at least we had a snowy christmas!

drank an indulgent little coffeepotion just to savour the taste for the first time in a long time. wild!!

most annoying part of falling asleep randomly is losing your earbuds in your pile of blankets and having to sleepily search to recharge them

the perpetual struggle of painting my darn nails versus MMM delicious little crumbly snacks. base coat dried. snacks? DEVOURED

good lord. sometimes you get so thirsty drinking water is like slorping down ambrosia

got to talk to my big brother :-) heard some mixed news from him, but happy about some good news on his horizon

SENT THE EVIL ESNAIL!!!!!!

half of this evil ass email requirements done. soon i can write gay fucked up meows

had a blast updating my website + creating and adding some black out poetry :3

thinking about the ben in my life. i reached out recently (prior to the ep) and it’s magical, having a childhood bff know & love you still

the ep got to me for the guilt of wanting to have spent a different kind of time together + call to action of reaching out to loved ones

still achingly sad over having listened to the ben greenwood convo late last night. we all have bens in our lives

eating yummy oatmeal :3 maple syrup and brown sugar and crunchy chocolate and strawberries and raspberries granola on top!!