it's surprisingly easy to gone girl yourself. disappearing from the margins of peoples lives like a ghost on the midnight lake

the more and more that i withdraw into myself the more profoundly disturbing of an experience it becomes. weirdly freeing though

fucked my throat up by catastrophically messing up taking my pills somehow?! and now swallowing sucks. feels like im suffocating

i have one (1) person in my life who i feel genuinely loved by and cared for. i think this is going to make me a little (lottle) bit crazy

can’t do math due to a learning disability? simply buy two massive pink waterbottle to take all the calculation out of daily intake. winning

bookstore trip soon!! i’ve never been to the local bookstore here. apparently there’s been some new ones in town in the years since

crazy how badly traumatizing a community can be to the extent you reflexively cringe and want to flee at mere unexpected mention of it

we’re out of tea after today. my leg is killing me

spoke to my older brother. everything’s coming up roses

olivia is an adorable villager. i’m going to just play new leaf, hack time, and chill while my hair dries

i know my older brother has salient points but the OCD symptoms really do rear their head up sometimes. what if i- no. bad mental eelness

in a very weird cocoon like state of my life lately

restarted my new leaf file. yippee!

gums are the same color as my skin as a result of these leg hemorrhages. brother i'm railriding on the verge of death

(the bracelet is my older brother's favourite color) +10 hp when i look at it and remember he loves me :-)

fingerguns. one thing about me is im loyal the way a hunting hound is. can't relate

i dont understand, and wont ever, how someone can remain friends with someone who has wildly hurt you

woke up in agony from the knee bleed continuing. if i wasn’t already an atheist this would stop me from believing in a merciful god

just want the pain to stop. it would be fantastic if my body stopped trying to self destruct in a red mist

i have GOT to get normaller <-- full of seething hatred and resentment. probably just the pain speaking