very unfair how a month long hemorrhage has the side effect of me laying down flat on my face on the floor from exhaustion after lmfao

much like will graham, i've been running a terrible fever (for a few days now)

drinking a coffee AND a matcha because i’m profoundly exhausted

speedrunning the whole burnt out and jaded bastard arc. i just need a smouldering cigarette and silver square glasses now

social circle and it’s more like a social. line. LMAO

christ. having hallucinations again (smelling cookies that don’t exist)

turns out all i needed for stability was a) talking to my big bro and b) hannibal in low sensory lighting ambiance at night. lmao

i’ve been meaning to write a february wrap up for my “professional website” (for the IRLs) for days. too tired

i’ve been so insanely exhausted as of late and that’s what happens when you have a month long joint hemorrhage but bro. i’m eepie!!!

playing touys with my big brother. yippee for pbp ttrpg

been dealing with extreme fatigue (like falling asleep slumped in my officekitty chair randomly) as of late and i’m like oh ya. i’m sick

eating fruit snacks on the stairs. effervescent

will graham is so “single dad with his green emotional support jacket former cop white protagonist in a horror game” core. cat gut episode

tucked in so warm and cozy style after a good stretch beneath heavy covers as snow falls. hell yeah. peak post hannibal experience

so camp cutely opening my hello kitty pill organizer and popping iron as i watch hannibal while playing with ironslime in a sanrio pullover

stats wise i might as well pick up both smoking and drinking as habits

some of my vintage accoutrement FINALLY came in. my little pansy scarfclip/clamp brooch and angel pin <3

belly full of soup and bread and hot tea and back to coughing my lungs out in bed with a piteous expression

i’m sick. extremely cruel world angels thesis etc

hannibal is so fucking good. enjoyed my two eppysodes before snoozing out