even with cutting my sugar intake i’m still SUCH a baby eating lemon about dark chocolate. shame for these pretzels

it’s not ghosting if i’m finally putting the ball in their court. lmfao. i’ve been dragging this corpse behind me for years. putting it down

did laundry. nightmare depeche mode task over

inordinately sleepy little guy. embroidered for four hours. my yearly embroidery ghost visitation? over

revamped my layout page for my blog entries since i yap way more on there and it was getting clunky. love a good table

finished out my first journal of the year which is insane. gonna blawg about it

we have broccoli in the house so Hello, Me. Prepare to eat nothing but it for the next two days

double cleansed and wearing citrusy hand lotion to pair with the lavender body wash. i smell deliciously like spring

slept a bit and i’m normaller. sleep schedule is fucked though lmao

colors are strange at the moment. sort of pulsating in and out as glossier and richer and then duller in waves

still can't sleep. think i['m losing my mind a little (lottle) bit

having conditions that impact my ability to recognize my face makes me feel like a dog failing the mirror test lmfao

the diversity data on the program is abysmal holy shit lmao😭

it’s kinda wild how full you can be off of avocado and like. egg

the carrot cake with caramel frosting was so fucking good i can’t believe i didn’t inhale the whole thing

contemplating getting on the dating apps downtown and then laid down and remembered how awful college dudes are LMAO

(chewing on cardboard) i don’t do well when left to my own devices. i miss my older brother

genuinely diabolical how bad i am at this. maybe dating an engineering dude instead of an arts guy would work out this time

(me when my life is even briefly stable) what if i fucked it up by getting into another relationship that winds up being abusive

contemplating getting a boyfriend with the same serious consideration as trapping a pet bug into a jar with a leaf and stick