living the dream life of disassociating every day to the point of everything within the last 6 months becoming a blur

finishing a new page is always poggers aw yeah. I wish I had the brain power for fancy looks though still. sobbing

🐌📧 snail mail! day after day, so fun and exciting to get stuff in the mail so often hehehehe!

crashed immediately after my productivity day lol. can't have shit for an extended period of time!!!!

my brain is exploding i had so much fucking energy yesterday and idk why or how.................... crazy fr i got so much done...

Things have been very up and down, but I'm trying to get at least ONE thing done each day. It's helping a lot with feelings of uselessness.

Life is feeling unbearable ATM, what having no schedule does to a mf...

just bought the best domain ever https://spinning.fish/

bought two domains, the urge to buy more is already coming to me, WHEN I GET PAID DAMN IT

Feels weird that like... Christmas just kind of came, and happened. and went. I didn't even get any presents, none of us did. Just money.

the tf2tism has latched onto me hard., very hard. Fuck, tf2 is addicting.

today is a day to chill :)

late night panic attack lets goooo :'D

been on a roll today, almost finished another page revamp, yippee!

just went out today with a bunch of friends to go out antique shopping, so much fun!!

Been feeling in a bit of a rut as of late, really out of motivation to work. It's okay though, maybe a break is what I need.

my sister's been visiting, haven't been able to do much as of late... that's okay though, it's been nice to see her and my niece! ^_^

i have been productive enough for today time to uhhhhhh take a break for the Whole day. I'm good.

I've been getting stuff like paypal sorted out today, I'm looking to perhaps open commissions someday, I think that'd be fun to do!

looking at my room rn and holy damn this is hell, it is so messy how am i living like this rn