I am successful in my endeavors and I take pride in the lessons learned <3

freaking out about your freaking out bc you know you'll make more mistakes by freaking out so now you can't stop ^u^

feel sooo anxious just turned in my first big-ish grad school open-ended assignment the more I read it the more I hated it, but it's in so

i want someone to talk to but im being an absolute nightmare i want comfort but no one can give it to me, whatever i have i dont want

Teary-eyed at the thought of someone's utter kindness and ability to make you feel welcomed and valued

empty utter nothingness and not in a comforting way. perhaps the good feelings are the illusion

if someone told me i looked like a painting and painted a word-picture so unique and beautiful that I had no reason to not believe them i'd

listening to billie eilish to get melancholy vibes feels insane what is happening to me maybe im just listening to tone and beat

surely everything will be okay but i can't stop worrying about everything

eyes closed listening to shinsuke nakamura's entrance song turned up all the way

feminine urge to have an ophelia moment, your guess as to whether i mean get manipulated, go mad, or have a prince lay in my lap

will i ever grow in ways i want such that i can flourish and be proud?

show me how defenseless you really areeeee satisfied and empty insiiiide that's alright let's give this another try

on my ayesha erotica arc i need ngsunc back on spotify now

i cant remember the last time i've cried because i was sad/hopeless and not bc of a game or show and tonight might reset that!!!

fnaf theorizing about old man consequences... buddy said red is in between purple and orange, what if he's a guardian of transitions???

u ever long to feel something strong but happiness is scarier than melancholy nd sadness nd you want it to feel meaningful so you can be too

breathe in breathe out things are okay things will be okay i am learning and growing

so many things to do... so little motivation... so little time... when it all flashes before my eyes will I regret this time?

might be entering my lmfao era (again?)