roxanne perez kinda going heel after kinda not living up to the prodigy name is hitting different

my friends are so cool and awesome and I love and appreciate them

that slight pain in my lower right back better be some kind of pulled muscle and not my kidney starting something.

am i crying bc I'm the waiter or bc I'm so lost I've resorted to convincing myself I'm him

thanking the lord i know some spanish so i can get through anzaldua with some speed and accuracy

who gave me ego problems

there's so much less to do but it feels so much harder why must I make everything miserable

the subtle nosebleeds where there's suddenly a bit of blood on your hand...

reading Butler makes me want to go work on academic side projects

how is it possible to be so disconnected from everything

this feels like a reverse of how my friends and i would payday but it's girlypop. still unskilled and stupid tho <3

make me a metaphor <3

getting told I look tired when I don't have makeup on and going "haha yeah been staying up late, weekends, yknow" like I'm not just uglyyyyy

northernlion videos save me

when u think u drop a banger in the gc but no one responds its so joever

if someone used my neos rn id blow up (i should go to bed)

send one email committing me to various things, my brain immediately, "i must be put down before i have to do them"

save me big rice krispies treat. big rice krispies treat. save me.

trying something and seeing all possible misinterpretations and mistakes and knowing they'll see u as pathetic :(

me when the "I can't feel anything I am going to throw away anything extra because it's all too overwhelming and scary" hits