i cannot go through this again bruh i literally only had like 18hrs of sleep all last week

back to coding..

shuake.... shuake please save me... im hyperfixating so bad rn

debating whether i should start p3 reload rn.... i know full well im gonna be playing for hours with no breaks

aa i've been having sudden collapses a lot more recently >n<

i'll get to coding once i get my computer back . . .

may or may not be having a psychotic break rn 🔥🔥

>_< !!

getting new plants later today!!

someone remind me to NOT spend my money

guilt follows me around like a stray dog

treat me terribly and id still love you deeply anyway

prolonged isolation

worst part is that im gonna have to depend on others and medication all my life

i love drinking >_<

theres a ringing in my head and it wont fucking go away LEAV EME ALONEEE

head feels so heavy, i feel like im going to die あああ

yay minecraft done

alcoholism

coding. .. . .??? what am i doing