I'M GONNA SHINE SO BRIGHT TONIGHT!!

happy new year or whatever ig

i've been dealing with the symptoms of ptsd all year and yet ppl really think i have the time and energy to cause problems

it's cold i'm cold ugh

just bought the COOLEST CAR I'VE EVER OWNED!!!!! vroom motherfucking VROOM!!!! >u<``

things are too good these days!

it's cold here!!! it's so cold!!!!

got some stuff in the works for my website. it's been a while since i updated!!

so FREAKING happy!!!!!! my eating disorder recovery is going incredibly well and i had a MAJOR win today!!!!

sleepy as hell. i am tired of my circadian rhythm being disrupted by an archaic time management system

had a great time in arizona for a week!!! got home the other night and am so proud of myself :3

almost got hit by a car last night while walking my dog. not on my bingo card for the year. saw my life flash before my eyes lmao.

realizing my abuser is stalking me has opened a whole new realm of confusion and pain lmao

went to the old chain of rocks bridge last night and got to see the supermoon, plus a beautiful sunset!

my coworker told me this morning that it takes effort to be cruel to ppl. it made me think critically about my ex and the way he abused me.

did some magic to my website and i love it even more now. send help!!!

last night i told the guy i like that i have a crush on him!!!! why did i do that idk....but i feel good!

tryna get shit done today at work!! meanwhile i'm aimlessly browsing neocities websites. can't kick the habit

rainy as shit today! i wanted to stay in bed when i woke up, it was difficult to rip myself out of the blanket and pillow cocoon.

i'm a rainbow, i'm feeling great. my wrist hurts... might have carpal tunnel. ergh.