Im going to visit my sister from the mental hospital. I don't like that im mean to her. Its complicated. It's not her fault. But It is. Not

It makes me mad watching her try to heal. She doesn't deserve shit. Bad people don't deserve to be happy. Just die already.

I can't wait to die alone. I hate them so much

I can't wait for the day I cut off everyone in my family

Of course I'm still delusional it's very scary. I'm scared of myself sometimes. I hope I get past that one day

Sometimes I think about the times when I was experiencing early signs of schizophrenia. Therapy really saved me. I don't see them anymore

I'm sorry

No why am I actually so full of bad luck what

I miss my brother

Stupid idiot just likes to be around pathetic women and pedophiles. Im cutting him off my life

It's just very unfair im so sad

I need someone to kill me ughh I hate today

After that I think I'll just sit and do nothing all day

My stomach hurts ill vomit when I get home

I don't know how I'm going to calm down. I need to harm myself so bad my skin feels so itchy I need to take someone's life away fr

I've never been so riled up with anger before I need blood in my hands right now i just need to attack a random stranger in the streets

I don't like it when i overcomplicate things. I don't want this mindset I want out

I don't know how my therapist does it. Im so grateful for her

I miss my brother

The thought of being a mother makes me want to kill myself