The higher dose of antidepressants sure did kicked in. Feel a bit crazy but its whatever.

I want to be a fulltime designer again, but I think I need to move on and get my Masters in something that I can combine with my love of art

My uterus wants to take me out back and shoot me.

Been reading a lot IFs lately. Makes me wanna draw my MCs from my favorites.

Lol back to spending money I don't fucking have.

Back in NY since my mom had hip surgery. Shes doing pretty good. Just extra sleepy.

Procrastinated too hard and had my therapy appointment cancelled cause I didn't fill out my scales.

Been rotting in bed for a week sleeping and playing sdv instead of doing ANYTHING ELSE.

my brain has been buzzing but no action is being made

Uh oh! Cant get out of bed again.

Been back in NY for the past few days being a bum on my mom’s tiny couch.

Making cranberry scones & playing SDV. I need a nap, but I also need to finish these job apps I've been putting off. Alotta of nothing.

Silently crying while eating homemade cranberry apple sauce and drinking black drip coffee.

Trying to explain to my straight friend that Ripley from the Alien franchise so hot and only gets hotter.

my lack of ability to focus, to motivate myself is ruining everything.

I went outside today! (yay for cat food, french fries, and seeing the sun!)

Being awake just feels empty when your head is full of wonder but your body won’t make it real. Tired of trying, just want to do.

I need to get it together.

Feeling under-stimulated so I impulse bought a new game (Crow Country) instead of doing the 10 billion other stuff I should be doing. Whelp.

While I think my mood is improving, the ability to do things has not. Just a jar full of bees, waiting to be free.