aimless and drifting :( how are there people who have their life together in their 20s?

i think i want to drop out again

job interview fumbled

first day of class left me so tired

tired

in love

hyperfocused on my website instead of looking for a job again :(

love being stuck in a tug of war between two clowns

i dont celebrate christmas and that's fine but sometimes i envy ppl who get presents... im materialistic what can i say...

ough

got laid off from work

caesar salad chicken tender bowl my beloved

dude, today there was a guy blasting st. anger from his car at FULL volume. like obscenely loud

turned my mom into a metallica fan LOL

sleepy

my sleep schedule is fixed

feelin good

tmbptmbg day!!!

doing better again

i feel like the world hates me in particular