might be moving to portland and i'm terrified

my stomach hurts

Floridughhh

pdx chillin

AHHHHHHHHHH (writing in my diary)

coffee at coava trying to be calm

about to leave for the airport AGAIN

i don't want to do anything

i sort of feel like doing things for the first time in weeks and it's almost worse than wanting to do nothing at all

a staycation with a dear friend who is helping me fight my addiction

actually feeling not-so-bad today

stressed out

such a waste

just one could kill the pain

note to self: 16oz of coffee is very nearly always too much; silence, tachycardia !

exhausted

trying to stay hydrated w 6 stitches in my lip is H A R D

lookin for love in all the wrong places

no sleep for 24+ hours :'^)

got me meds!