do you ever get the feeling you will never be a good friend, no matter how hard you try

i'm gonna start the new job next week!!!! super excited/anxious/nervous :s

i.. i got the job guys.. i'm still in disbelief. please come back later when i actually process this information

wait folks i had the last interview & i actually think i'm a good fit for that job..!! MANIFEST IT FOR ME!! let's face new challenges 💪

super anxious... hoping i can have a proper night of sleep.

i had a pretty bad breakdown yesterday 😬 i can see the sun a bit more today. hoping i don't get down like that again.

maybe i should just isolate and never talk to anyone ever again. i'm the fucking worst

people talk about not feeling loved, but i try HARD to express my love to people and it feels like it's in vain. like it hits a brick wall..

feeling like complete SHIT and the voices are not taking it easy!

literally every social interaction i've had in the past few weeks made me feel like an awful heartless friend. my pleasantness is negative

finally scheduled some doctors i've been postponing!!!!! yay!

saw one of my favorite authors irl today! going to see her again at a bookstore event right now.

one of my biggest inspirations just passed away.. i'm feeling weird. i thought we would collab soon. he was young. so much on my head rn.

feeling a bit more chill after the interview. i have another one tomorrow with the HR team. honestly it would be a good opportunity

terrified of the job interview i have tomorrow. i haven't had one in a while. insecure about my skills + scared i might hate the job. HELP

mmmm..... fruit popsicle..........

had a nonvegan meal today to avoid starving myself and my tummy is sending me the consequences 😬 thanks for the reminder @ body lol. ouch

feeling depressed, aggressive, antisocial. ngl

my AC is alive again :3 yay

i'm feeling depressed as fuck. i talked about my anxiety with [redacted] and it just made me feel worse. like i can't prioritize myself.