Brain fog. It's like I've had my head underwater since February, sounds & thoughts muffled. I don't feel like myself.

Talked to my mom about different translations of Crime & Punishment & she asked "like the Bible?"

My whole body is sore all over. Maybe I'll take a walk & get myself a coffee or something.

So many assignmentssssssssss :(

Seeing signs in everything & in everything there is love.

Passed the midterm with a 90.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Weird feelings, but when do I ever have normal ones ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა ?

Matcha slushhhhhhhhhh

A happy day at the elementary school; got to read to some kids.

Leonine; don't forget the word. & listen to Rilke too.

Redid the site's sitemap; floral granny theme.

I need Rilke's Letters to a Young poet as my room's wallpaper.

Played Burger Tycoon with younger brother on Roblox.

So, so, so tired ᶻzᶻzᶻz(´・｀)

Finally ordering some books. I feel guilty about it. Tired of feeling guilty over innocent things. All of the guilt, none of the fun.

Rewatching Jerma's Resident Evil 6 stream. Another attempt to drown out my miseries.

At work today. My body feels like a corpse whose weight I drag forward on a leash.

My throat hurts so bad. It feels like someone shoved a burning fork down it.

It would be really cool to feel happy again... Any day now... Please.