wow, the worst fuckin outcome possible. that's kind of impressive. glad i moved out 5 months ago? i guess?????

feeling cute n fem :3

halloween party today!!! 1st time i'm dressing up in 12 years n also 1st time wearing a dress outside :3

omg new house has fucking roaches wtf

omg i was born to wear eyeliner and black lipstick i'm so hot

trying so many new crafts for halloween project

empty house for a week. feeling lost. what an insane 180 from just 5 months ago

I STARTED ESTROGEN TODAY

hrt delayed AGAIN

think i finally achieved true authenticity in myself for the first time, with my music taste. now i have to extend that to everything else.

i put on a dress and cried

it isn't fair bros miku will never marry me

packing for the move begins

gonna put my website in stasis soon while i go on hiatus for a couple months

writing poetry! except in secret cuz of internalized shame...

I GOT THE VISA

full moon save me... save me flower moon

some days i can't mentally handle eating and it's been 3 in a row

thinking about abandoning stem for art even tho i'm shit at art and i already have a degree

omg i can't handle phone calls. i've been staring at the keypad for 2 hours