me vs my attachment to characters who are deeply oblivious to (or willfully avoidant of) how much others care about them

so weird to meet my friends’ babies / kids. whoa. hi, small human being with developing thoughts and feelings and opinions

egg shell chrysalis apple core entropy bird song pendulum sundial solstice fig tree adder stone sea foam shadow

I miss my D&D character

honestly I think I’m coming around on StoryGraph - I really like the tagging system

long weekend, I love u

maybe it’s just that I’m a creature of habit but I struggle with changing things on the blog, even if I think the change is good

moomins on the brain

I’m plastic-wrapped in apathy and cannot wiggle my way out rn

forgot my headphones, so I can’t audiobook while I work today…🫠

al is sick rn, so I’ve been sitting by him while he eats. wil is NOT happy about this “preferential treatment” & cries until I sit with her

(avoiding eye contact with my responsibilities) maybe I should learn shorthand, that could be so useful

feeling a bit lost

friend told me that she always thought I “exuded cat energy” even when I was very much in my ‘not a cat fan’ phase. crazy intuition??

had so much fun yesterday but am battling the WORST case of post-event embarrassment; I should not be allowed to talk to anyone ever

for most tasks, I overestimate the difficulty. not laundry. laundry seems like a 1 hour event, but is really 85 mini-tasks & 3000 years long

lie on the bed with the lights off. the sun comes thru enough to illuminate, but it’s still quietly dim. wind chimes are singing outside.

too tangled up in doubts

the way my tortie will always leave if I instigate a cuddle, but then come back to wedge herself under my arm & sleep for an hour

(bad week) —> (new chappell roan song) —> (good week)