like T made me so happy i was willing to live forever for them, which DOES make sense! people dont go insane with the same routine when

i feel so... reborn. im so much more closer to my death now. the last 7-8 months i was off my fated path for some reason

i'm not a singer nor do i vocal train so its basically karaoke but with more effort thats all :/

i'm doing a cover of kerch by heelflip soon!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i hope it turns out good?

like aaa omg ive been making these tapes for 3 years & im finally on my 22nd!!!! that makes me so happy, i wonder how much more there'll be

i'm going to finish all my commissions soon but today im recording my 22nd suicide tape!! 22 is my favorite number hehe :3

skin the sun, fall asleep, wish away, soul is cheap

Lisa (Does It Hurt You?)

meow

currently my hobby of asmr makes me $200 or less a month. I hope it can become a livable wage for me someday, thatd help me sm :(

Always choose love.

i think my souls being stubborn because choosing love means i have to visit russia before i die, whether i like it or not.

knowing im probably gonna die 30m away from where he did makes me melt... & if not there, then the place he wanted to visit here. aaa <3

id gladly do this life if i had family/friends but when u dont have that then all im working for is... material things/to survive. thats it.

erm what tha sigma

it feels good to scream into the void here but if i ever gained an audience id have to stop lmfao

i cant wait to meet him.. <3

because going to crimea will be worth all the suffering, 10000% worth it, and im gonna have the best time of my life there for once

i know theres a reason my soul is being stubborn about visiting russia before i die, even though its making me suffer

i'm really hoping the asmr stuff can significantly help me pay for my trips someday, the sooner the better so i can just finally leave