hey, i'm still here! it's just that i've been writing most of my thoughts in a journal, so, everything has already been said.

i can't possibly focus on anything right in front of my eyes when you look, sounds & act like that. it's driving me completely insane, uggh!

i fell in love with another long-haired, big brown eyed, nerdy guy. let's all feign surprise (yes, this is about spencer reid).

things keep changing quickly and it seems i don't have the time to breathe or accept the new. this doesn't look very fair to me.

my grandfather just won't stop smoking cigarette after cigarette and now i have a running nose & a very dry throat. this sucks!

drank too much coffee today, now i'm full of energy but really have to sleep. oh, god. why do i have to face the consequences of my actions?

“of course you meant it metaphorically. what were you going to do, actually go and wash your hands?”

“dark & tormented, a villain in the making”. oh, this is so anakin skywalker coded!

it feels like i'm slowly languishing till inevitable death (it's 37°c/98,6°f in my country).

“captain, it's wednesday.”

weirdly obsessed with dominic sessa, i can't help myself but fall in love with this little freak (in the most affectionate way).

finished reading brotherhood by mike chen yesterday, i'm so overwhelmed! this book restored my excitment that was slowly fading away.

i've been missing local 58 & gemini home entertainment quite a lot these days. it's a shame the creators don't update frequently.

you know, i honestly like working in the office. i'm just too shy & too afraid to admit it.

there is a very specific way that the light reflects on earth in the late afternoon that heals my soul of all the hurt caused upon me.

hatake kakashi makes me so agressive. i want to bite him, punch the wall, squeeze him in a hug. ugh! he's so fucking adorable, i can't.

my room is so clean & well organized, it's a shame i have to go out once in a while.

i bought a cute new mug! now, i'm sure i'll start drinking coffee & tea more often

usually i hate the smell of cigarette, but i have a coworker that smokes & smells like it. and, i may or may not love it about him.

i'm dreading have to go to work all by myself. hopefully, they'll change my turn to morning.