i am the amalgamation known as the internet. i was here, am here, and always will be here.

sitting patiently in my corner waiting for someone anyone to pick me up

scapeg♾️at is the ultimate nercoded song . its so perfect for the cruel creature

trauma response friends (ap)athy, mani(a), frig(ht),(m)olli(fy) and (b)urno(ut)

rinse and repeat

bouncing tits (bird)

secondhand embarrassment is real and haunts me

will i ever recover

as my friend i infect you with asmo disease and you either love him sooooo much or hate him,. newest test subject seems to react positively

worlds most unlucky sheep (me)

MESMERIZER ☆

nobody really understands

what's my wish?

parent is leaving for china again

想赶我走的话/直接说就好了/不也很臭吗，你住的地方

horrible sense of monotony. its like im destined to live every day the same way

4th day on antidepressants so far the intrusive thoughts are getting WORSE

shadowvanilla makes me sick /neg this isnt even Toxic Yaoi anymore. this is just straight up smilk treating pv as a fucking object

looking through old photos. i miss everyfin

3rd day on new antidepressants . istill feel like crap shit